Today i feel veri veri sad !! He avoiding miie !! i online in msn he appear offline!! i appear offline he online !! i really feel my heart again broke into pieces!! my tears rolling down my face ...when i lyk him i tot i still got chance coz he lyk tat gal veri long but he dun wan to tell the gal !! so i tot i still got chance but nw i dun even haf 1% of chance oso dun haf!! I think he got a gf le !! euu noe why i noe !! Coz normally euu got a gf/bf euu will rmb the date then euu will rite the date on msn or Fb de... then somemore still got rite baobei ....... lyk tat if not got stead is wat ?? 2 nd time i feel my heart break !! Why fate haf to do tat to miie ? if dun wan give miie a bf then dun give lar ... dun give miie a person to lyk le then take away frm miie !! Euu noe wat is heart pain anot !! Nw i realise how stupid i m to lyk a guy again !! I DUN WAN TO BELIEVE IN ANY REALATIONSHIP THINGS ANYMORE ... DUN TEL MIIE EUU ALL WILL LAST LONG OR NOT !! I DUN EVEN WAN TO LISTEN TO ALL THE CRAP EUU ALL GIVE ... I TOTALLY HATE EVERYTHING ABT MIIE !! I HOPE I CAN DIE IN SLP OR JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING !! 7-11-09 I WILL NOT BE MYSELF ANYMORE !! RMB I WILL BE I DUN CARE ATTITUDE IN R/S... I WILL BE EMOSTAR!!