Not really say dun haf lar ... But not so pain le ... coz work to much le my mind oso gone le!! N somemore i think alot of things abt him ...
1st he nv study le ... NO FUTURE!!
2nd he nv work n take money of parent!! nv give money still take!!
3rd even if he got money he can spent all in 3 days!! Like my brother!!
4th even through he is caring but if his brother got things, brother is more important!! Pai kia brother ah!! can go die lar !!
All OUT!! NO FUTURE, NO WORK, NO MONEY!! I think tat few days i meet wif him i blind de sia!! Will like him... kena sai!! kinda tired ... work full shift today ... i mean 10/11/09!! 10 am to 10pm wor !!
Not tired like shit ah!! ok lar .. sign out to go my STAR world le !! By3 !! TC!!
My heart feel so pain nw !!
Today i feel veri veri sad !! He avoiding miie !! i online in msn he appear offline!! i appear offline he online !! i really feel my heart again broke into pieces!! my tears rolling down my face ...when i lyk him i tot i still got chance coz he lyk tat gal veri long but he dun wan to tell the gal !! so i tot i still got chance but nw i dun even haf 1% of chance oso dun haf!! I think he got a gf le !! euu noe why i noe !! Coz normally euu got a gf/bf euu will rmb the date then euu will rite the date on msn or Fb de... then somemore still got rite baobei ....... lyk tat if not got stead is wat ?? 2 nd time i feel my heart break !! Why fate haf to do tat to miie ? if dun wan give miie a bf then dun give lar ... dun give miie a person to lyk le then take away frm miie !! Euu noe wat is heart pain anot !! Nw i realise how stupid i m to lyk a guy again !! I DUN WAN TO BELIEVE IN ANY REALATIONSHIP THINGS ANYMORE ... DUN TEL MIIE EUU ALL WILL LAST LONG OR NOT !! I DUN EVEN WAN TO LISTEN TO ALL THE CRAP EUU ALL GIVE ... I TOTALLY HATE EVERYTHING ABT MIIE !! I HOPE I CAN DIE IN SLP OR JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING !! 7-11-09 I WILL NOT BE MYSELF ANYMORE !! RMB I WILL BE I DUN CARE ATTITUDE IN R/S... I WILL BE EMOSTAR!!
Work for money!!
Today is my second day of work !! hmm quite tired but still wan to create a post be4 i slp !! Ermm yesterday was my first day of work !! Quite blur !! Alot of things to do!! lyk help ppl to find clothes ... lol nvm but still ok !! But i yesterday saw ah hong !! I not comfirm is him but went i come hm i in msn ask him then he say ya !! muhaha !! clever miie !! life abit crazy with work now !! saw alot of couple doing LOL things in the BUS !! OMG in the BUS!! Goshh!! see no evil ! kinda sad went i see it!! ): !! haish who can lend miie a shoulder to lean on !! haha .. jk lar ... No shoulder i oso can be STRONG !! I M STORNG OK !! Today in msn tok to andy ... Bo reply !! sad !! maybe he tired le bah go slp le bah !! i oso no time go tok to him anymore le bah !! Busy working !! Haish!! Forget all the R/s things lar !! Nw i wan to sAy I dun wan to love anyone any more !! love really hurts alot !! I dun intend to tell my feeling to andy too !! I will keep this secret in my heart and lock it!! Ok lar going to 11pm le i wan go slp le !! nite nite all !!
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