happy hurts... my headache is bck ... Now i really wan to be myself ... I dun wan to be happy ... In many way i try to be happy but no use my heart dun feel happy ... Jus go on wif my life ... not happy so ... i jus wan to be myself THE EMO person i m ... I try to make euu all happy but its useless ... I can wear a coat tat is to big for miie !! I dun wan to wear the coat anymore ... Its to heavy for miie... I dun wan to think abt wat i m going to be in future ... I may haf a bad attitude but i dun really care le i will show euu my really ATTITUDE now ... SIT N WAIT ... i WILL NV BE THE PERSON EUU TOKING NW !! I WAN TO BE IN THE DARK ... HOW I WISH TAT I COULD BE A PERSON TAT WITHOUT HEART... THEN I DUN FEEL TIRED OR HURT OR HATE... A GAL WHO ONLI TELL HER HEART OUT IS WHEN SHE IS DEAD... TATS WAT I M WAITING ...