today quarrel with my manager!! FK Off sia him !! 1 of the customer wan miie to check stock see where got the pants then i go to my fking manager then i tell the size i wan n at where the customer wan !! Then wait till so long le the customer wait till say i wan for the stock till my ice cream oso melt le !! WTH !! customer lyk hinting tat so long le lar then the customer say forget it i go le !! Very obvious customer angry for waiting so long lar .... then i go bck the counter then take the pants very hard frm the table to my hand lar ... i normally take it very hard lyk i not happy wif the pants lyk tat de than the fker ah fking think wrong lar ! cao chee by3 sia him !! after awhile he cal miie go store tok !! then he say my attitude lyk girly attitude lar !! fk off him lar then say please be more mature ! He nv use his fking bird brain sia !! I m a girl of coz i got a girly attitude lar !! Then 2 i m onli 16 yr old how can i be more mature then my age !! Then will be more chao lao !! Then he fking no brain !! Brain at his ass hole there ah !! Still thinking wan continue this job in tat place or transfer to other outlet !! ARGH !! I think he should be the wan to think wat his attitude lar !! He should change lar hor !! Everybody oso dun lyk his attitude lar hor !! KNS MANAGER !!
I dun wan to keep my feeling to myself but i oso dun to know anything abt the world, the people!! i feel really stress abt family n work!! Everyone seem to hate miie!! Now i even hate myself!! i really dun noe wat to do!! i totally stop think wat is my dream, wat is my future i wan !! I dun even value my life anymore!! I lost everything I lost my balance n i fall hit to the ground i could not stand up ... Stress is pulling my hand!! i jus struggle till i feel i have no more stregth to smile n be happy any more!! life for miie is colouless!! Sorry if i reject ur help !! coz i need some time for myself to be alone !! i use to be alone facing all the stress i had!! Wat is life really abt ? Money? love ? Wat is more meaningful for miie to be happy ? Bye~
Life wasn't good for miie
Working numbs my heart n time But i feel tat maybe its time for miie to change my attitude ... My talkative become a problem to miie !! been say by my manger every time!! I am wondering should i change to become more quiet?? Everything seem to be wrong!! My luck is not wif miie !! My soul is not wif miie!! How could i leave my life without my soul following miie!! Life is really tiring for miie!! Nth really stops miie from thinking of think tat i dun wan to think!! Jus wan to be a mindless person N a Heartless person !! Being cold n scary is my choice or being Happy n funny is my choose?? I will think cold n scary i will choose!! Loveless miie n Stupid miie !! Thinking of useless things !!
Feeling colourless life !!
For the all month of nov i keep working !! To numb my pain !! Everthing when smoothly not much thing happening! so i m fine !! does it matter ?? lol !! i dun think of andy anymore i think !! Coz not worth to think of !! LOL !! Think of money n future better !! Working hard for a better future then wait for it to come !! Earn my own money no nid take frm parent !! Somehow feel happy tat i haf my own money to spent !! But still feel somethings missing in part of my life but i dun really wanna care !! Coz if euu care euu will feel lonely n sad, so i dun really wanna think abt it !! So Working for miie is a better choice for miie !! Love STAR love money !! I wanna slp le !! nite nite !! Swt dream all !!
