Hmm jus see her blog ... Make miie wonder tat i m her frenz or mei ?? i dun noe ... this few month she let miie feel tat lyk she dun trust miie anymore !! sometimes i really dun wan to see ppl blog becoz maybe see le will spoilt ur mood... I m really tat bad that no one wan to be my frenz or my face cant be trust or wateva shit ... It hurt miie alot to see wat euu all write abt miie.. But i really jus wan to keep a distant away frm euu all !! coz euu all go out nv ask miie , euu all say secret i cant know i have to act tat i dun noe even if i know !! wat for ?? why EUU ALL HAVE TO TREAT MIIE LYK TAT ?????? Then yesterday d ask miie euu nv go out wif c meh. i say she pei her bf... then he say everyday ah , i say ya everyday... then he ask miie again euu at hm not sianz ah , i reply sianz why not sianZ ...frenz go pei her bf no wrong leave frenz alone nv think of my feeling no wrong ... Even i wan to go out i oso no frenz to go out bah !! I hope this 3 week faster end then my heart will not be so pain n sad ... i m still think should i choose the same ITE wif her ... if by then she nv break wif her bf she will go wif her bf same ITE !! Thinking veri hard !! How ?? heart breaking again but not becoz of bf its becoz of frenz !! Hate it .... BY3~
Today is totally happy for miie !! Bleahx !!
In this 2 yr i m not really happy but today kind of happy !!!
Hahax !! Today he cal miie, to ask sch work then after he put down
then nth de lor .But he cal bck again then i thought he again ask sch work but nope, he ask miie wan to meet him for study??
OMG !!!! i m happy lyk hell ah ~~
Then i of coz say OK !! hehe then i bring my EBS prelim paper
and go!! get ready myself as quick as possible then go !!
Reach there le, he n his frenz Bz... Look lyk he is studying but at there smk ... LOL !! kind of lie to miie !! copy awhile the paper then say no mood to study !! LOL....Then at there slack awhile he say he nid to SHIT !! WTH !!
Then i go to his hse !! hehex ... Long long time nv go le !! haha ... so happy !! after go his hse le then we go to the senior citzen study awhile again then slack ... slack there listen music ... muhaha ...
after tat he say he wan to take his bike then he go hm take !!
Then he take le we went to a space then he make stunt ... OMG shuai !! haha
Then at there slack... haha ... After tat we go a prata shop drink water
n slack there again then i go hm then he wif bz go other place slack ... haha
Love it !! =P ... hehex .... <3<3.. late le lar go slp le .. nite ... swt dream
Complicated things
Today lunch and dinner eat Maggie mee ... hmm ... Nw abit hungry ... haha ... But still not happy because my parent quarrel AGAIN ! Hai They cant wait till my exam finish then quarrel de ... At my N level exam time quarrel... I dun know is whose fault but I still feel hate n tired of this house ... Feeling stress... Stress abt everything bah ... This few days dream alot of things lyk i FAIL my N level and i could not go to ITE ... Hope that it will not come true bah .... So nw i chiong my ENGLISH .... Please tml English letter writing dun be so difficult and the fill in the blanks please be easy abit .... PlEasE ~ I really have to go ITE n business course or else i die if i cant go in ah .... But mostly i still have to work really hard for my n level .... I m gonna die of studying .... In this type of time i m alone at hm ... kind of nice to study ... haha ... relax ... But in front of miie is full of English paper ... gosh !! To god : please pray for miie to pass my English paper... I have been work hard for 4 yrs to get my N level certificated to go to ITE so PleAsE help miie ... i lost confident on everything nw i jus really have to pass this N level exam n i will be free frm secondary sch ... ^^
Currently studying english .... Working veri hard ...
second things tat i wanted to say quite long ago ... this few month i feel kind of left out .... i dun noe wats wrong but i really feel sad... Like my best frenz she nowadays keep accompany her bf ... i know tat bf for her is first but she really let miie feel tat i m invisible... then tis still nvm ... another think tat i feel veri sad is everytime j,j,c n j other go out they will nv ask miie wan to go ???? NV !! sometime i really feel lyk going to a different ITE frm them because i really wan to get free frm them, coz they nv think of my feeling. forget it ... Even i writing here no wan will sees its... even my best frenz ... so no use of telling my feeling abt them ... Ahhhh forget itt ....
