Almost all of my frenz got gf n bf le !! HAISH!! Miie loner!! cry le!! Nw dun dun feel lyk wat lyk tat sad? freaking feel lyk drying!! heart really
feel veri pain !! veri pain!! i m miissing something important!! but i dun noe wat is tat!! is tat LOVE?? Nobody really feel wat i m feeling!! i nid someone
to love n care too!! At hm nobody really have the time to love miie!! I really hope everything is jus a dream!! But it wasn't a dream!! it is really!! everyone is
they have to work n pei bf!! i really feel damn stupid alone writing this n nobody cares at all !! i fking hate my life nw!!
17/10 i meet andy early in the morning lyk 10 am to go roller blade!! But at first i dun noe he oso going his frenz chalet so i go lor!! nvm ..
when i reach the chalet all of his frenz is slping!! Then abt 11.10 lyk tat, miie, andy n 1 of his frenz we go roller blade... N we lend roller blade de is
andy pay de!! he say he help miie pay de wor!! dotz haha!! lend 1 hr nia mah then when we come bck tat time i on the way stop to ask where got seel
water then i FALL!! OMG!! SHAME n SHY!! No bleeding but twisted my both hand !
n andy laugh!! But when go bck the chalet le andy help miie wash the dirt away n cal miie rub my hand wif hot water to makethe blood circulate!! He is so gd!!
Hand so pain!! but nw ok le ... haha!!
After roller blade le then his frenz wake up then we go eat lunch!!
They go BK eat but i dun wan eat, not hungry!! haha!! after tat go bck chalet they play poker card!! I sit at the side there see andy card lor!! lol.
Abt 5plus we see tv show until almost all of us fell asleep!! then wake up at 7 plus help them prepare things for BBQ!! Abt 8 then the BBQ start but i n
andy nv go down first we at rm see tv.. Then i keep ticker him lol... then abt 8.30 then we go down. when we 2 wan to go down tat time i wear shoe so d
ifficult to wear then andy lend miie his slipper to wear then he nv wear any slipper!! So gd wor!! Go to the pit le i sit at the side bo go take a
nything eat then andy take a 3 cooked mushmaroo give miie!! he eat 2 i eat 1 lol!! After tat we help them to make the corn n wash it !!
when andy n miie walk bck tat time he suddenly sai wan be my gf.. i was lyk LOL!! stop joking!! n laugh ... coz euu hear his sound lyk play play
disturb miie de mah then i of coz oso play lar!! Then after play le we eat stingray not spicy de!! Then he fed miie eat the stingray wor but the stingray
abit no taste de so i dun wan then he cal miie eat more Dotz lol!! After tat eat somemore things n cut the cake then haf to eat some of the cake
but the cake they cut de damn big!! then i share wif andy... He fed miie again!! But jus normal frenz hor!! no think wrong ah!! Then after
eat the cake andy father come fetch him hm n oso fetch miie hm... So gd !!
But say really hor andy is really a pai kia!! comfirm he more pai kia then david n chee ngee!! he got snitchers on his shoulder n hand!! When i first see i oso scare tio hor!! OMG!! But currently still nv fall in love with him or lyk him.. jus ask a frenz nia lor!! haha!! If nxt time got change tat say bah!! haha !! gtg slp le .. tired le !! Nitex nitex all!!
heart feel lyk break !! Its shaking inside!!
Today i tell 3 more ppl i lyk tat guy le !! OMG !! i tell so many ppl !! Abt 5 ppl noe i lyk tat guy le ... OMG !! But most sad things was today
caini go ask him, he lyk miie anot !! But he of course say no lar .. coz she got GF le mah .. i decided not to tell anyone abt my feeling
de but kk n jas see the my blog then noe de .. OMG !! Heart really veri pain ... caini cal miie to lyk other ppl but when i fall for a ppl i will
really lyk him till i die de then nw i really dun noe i fall for him le mah !!
Fall for him le i can go die le !! is this cal reject ?? i wanna
cry le lar ... how sia ?? i nv wan to tell him i lyk him de coz he got gf i dun wan to break their r/s de ... so i really decided to keep it
in my heart then throw my heart give shark eat then diegest le become shit
then no wan will noe le bah !! =( ... Try not to cry .. be strong !!=(
Wa the chalet was great !!
Hmm so nice !! The first day nth much to say !! Coz the first day we nv do any thing lor !! second day was kinda best until at nite !! In the morning abt 4 am jeremy at there make so much noise until we cant slp but then i still slp !! LOL !! so not my problem !! Then wake up abt 10 or 11 plus ... we eat bread with chocolate spread !! wa nice !! After tat kokkiong, jeff, cliff and brandon all go home take food come !! then left miie, caini and jeremy !! LOL !! we sweap the floor n make the sleeping bag then we play !! OMG !! caini n jeremy at there pillow fight !! then i be camera man !! take video !! haha !! Cool !! After pillow fight jaron, chee ngee and claude lai liao !! LOL !! Again pillow fight !! Caini vs chee ngee n jaron !! 1 vs 2 !! Haha !! funny ... after tat donaya, jas, fatin, nad n donaya meimei come !! But we cant start our BBQ yet !! Coz no fire stater !! Zzzz ... abt 5 plus bran, jeff, cliff n kokkiong lai liao ... haha !! Start BBQ !! while the guys make the fire the baichi chee ngee at there take caini jacket !! then caini say wei who0 say euu can wear my jacket ... then caini throw my star jacket to him n cal him wear mine !! Cry my star jacket !! For the whole day till we go hm then he give miie bck !! Sad !! Bck to BBQ !! Fires up !! BBQ low !! nope ... Miie, nad, donaya, jas, caini n fatin at there poke the chicken wing n satay !! After poking the satay donaya still but sotong !! WA sotong !! poke sotong again !! lol !! After tat the reali BBQ start !! we put chicken wing n hot dog !! yummy !! i wan to say some thing !! CHEE NGEE is a OTAH BOII !! He love to eat otah !! i think he eat more then 20 stick le bah !! haha !! We BBQ til 9 plus . Stil we still have left OTAH !! Cal otah boii eat he dun wan !! lol Baichi !! haha !! then we give to other ppl wo wan de lor coz i think there left lyk 1 packet like tat ,so dun wan waste so give ppl lor !! after tat all slack awhile then miie, chee ngee, jaron, caini, jeff, jeremy n cliff we go beach drink sea water !! no lar... we drink wine !! but caini n jeff bo drink lar !! n the chee ngee n jaaron ah buy beer . n the beer cant open !! LOL !! euu noe the glass bottle de !! Zzzz lor !! then jeff help him, open end up he accidently break the bottle so left half bottle of beer nia .. some its chee ngee de !! the chee ngee at there say wa lao buy 1 bottle become half !! GD for him !! who cal him bully miie !! haha!! but most funny thing is JARON !! he was drunk !! not till the extend tat drunk until dun noe where to go bck to chalet lar !! but still can noe tat he drunk !! haha!! but when at the beach caini n jeff they go honeymoon walk walk !! so left miie chee ngee, jaron, cliff n jeremy at there drink ... again jeremy bo drink !! haha !! then i be4 drink abit like no mood le !! dun noe why !! haish !! then drink le more die i at there cry !! the reason i cry was simple coz to much problem n suddenly got a feeling of finding a TX BF !! but where can i find !! LOL !! tat the chee ngee say why i cry sia !! LOL !! coz i m emo so i cry !! haha ... After drink le we walk bck to chalet !! then bath rest awhile miie, chee ngee n jaron we go walk walk !! but funny thing is jaron wan to play fire so he take the gas .. water water de .. lyk oil lyk tat then he wan take lighter frm chee ngee then =.=" chee ngee throw to jaron then jaron abit blur then miss it then explode !! then jaron at there say WTH !! I DRUNK EUU STILL THROW !! then for the whole nite we dun have lighter to somke or play fire !! So kinda sianz !! coz 3 ppl torn wat sai ah !! then we play poker card then caini come out to play awhile then she go slp !!while she go slp jaron ask miie n otah boii wan see show a not !! lol so late is show !! more sianz thwn nvm he see himself !! then miie n chee ngee we walk the whole downtown east n none of the shop is open . but mac is open nia !! so we 2 walk bck to chalet again !! LOL !! then we walk bck le then we two decided to go be pig pig !! so abt 4 am we 2 go slp !! BUT I no place to slp coz brandon slp my place n the chee ngee !! Argh !! but i cal brandon go slp with jeremy then i got the whole bed !! NO I didnt get to slp the whole bed !! coz of the si chee ngee !! slp half of my bed !! still nvm he still wan take the whole pillow !! WTH !! cry no pillow ! but i not tat stupid so i snatch it bck !! haha !! evil !! then we tell jaron we 6am if he can cal miie n chee ngee up then we go see sun rise but we didnt wake up lol ... ps him !! sry !! Then we ps him ,we scare he angey so we cal himm ask him nid we pei him he say no nid !! then nvm lor !!continue slp But when the chee ngee go take the hp i slp the whole bed so nice le wor He this fat pig slp on top of miie wat the hell !! so heavy !! 3 time the same thing lor !! then the 3rd the he act slp on miie !! caini wake up see tio still ask euu 2 hug ah !! Gosh !! i say hug ur head lar !! But look kinda lyk hug but not !! got experince so i noe !! haha by the way it was cold sleeping under the air con !! So cold some more my jacket otah boii still wear !! i realise tat when i see chee ngee he look alike lyk my ex bf !! attitude abit the same !!gosh suddenly got a crash but jus for a moment then no more liao !! after slping all of us wake up at 9 plus to prepare to check out but got 4 pig slp til 10 lyk tat!! LOL !! nvm after check up le all go hm but jaron n chee ngee they 2 go eat breakfast then all go hm !! tired !! so this is the chalet tat can say is abit fun !! hope tat we will have 1 more chalet lyk tat de !! but must everybody torn lar !! ok nth much to say le !! By3
I hate everything ...
They plan for tml things then they plan without.. And nv tell miie the time then i say they plan till so mess then got 1 ppl say euu plan lor !! FK who cares lar ... planning got problem le they oso dk lar hor !! Sometime i REALLY FEEL left out !! try to get in the group but they keep pushing miie away !! I tot i will be happi but not !! should i not go ?? jus stay at hm n be a fool?? wait they will say i think to much ... BUT i dun feel lyk i think to much lor !! its veri clear then even my gan kor oso say ... i dk wat to do... i lost everything i had ... even myself i had lost !! I FKING HATE ALL OF EUU LAR!! MAKING MIIE A FOOL TO BELIEVE EUU ALL R MY BEST FRENZ !!
New hair colour N new job!!
Yesterday went to dye my hair with caini n kokkiong!! But kokking bo dye lar !! Happi !! colour is base brown , highlight abit red !! i got a pic of my coloured hair !! nice !! finally can dye !!i m soso happi !!
Nice hair colour !! LOVE IT !! <3
2nd things tat i m happi ... Today when to interview with kokkiong n claude. When reach tat place claude decide not to work !! i think he scare bah !! haha!! Than miie n kk go interview!! Wa i so scare sia !! the person ask miie why i wan to work at retail outlet ... Dotz =.=" i ssay i like retail business !! coz i got learn be4 EBS (Element of business skill) !! so i got experience mah !! than he tell miie i comfirm can work !! But i start work on 2 nov !! coz oct too busy liao !! haha !! happi !! wan to noe wat i work !! Dun tell euu !! Bleahx .. Ask miie if euu wan to noe bah !! haha !! ok lar . i wan to watch show liao !! By3 !! <3
Finally 16 yrs old !!
Happi happi bah!! 16 liao !! haha but CAINI where is my present ?? Cry liao ah !! =( ... haha !! Wa yesterday happi sio ... i go meet him go study !! haha !! Alone wif him wor !! dun have his frenz wor !! haha !! But he oso lyk bo study de lor !! at his hse downstair study very hot ah !! Bo wind de !! then he wan go his hse ... WTH !! i go his hse i kana bully ... he keep throw pillow at miie stupid !! But still happi!! haha ....
And today is maths ... WTH paper 1 nia i kana KO liao .. paper 2 die liao lar ... this yr maths is difficult !! Really nv lie !! gosh !! fail liao lar ... sad sad !! must work harder in paper 2 le !!
