Knowing tat i had decided to start a new relationship!! At first i was kinda happy until nw tat i feel tat i had forgot how to love!! I rmb i use to be alone !! Suddenly i haf a bf around telling miie he love miie every single day !! I take tat as irritating ... I am SORRY !! Really Sorry robin !! I really dun noe wat i m thinking nw !! I lose my temper jus nw to robin !! I really dun mean it !! I really dun mean to hurt anyone !! But in last 2 yr i hate use to be alone n i like alone Nw i accept him n i nw regret?? I really dun noe !! I dun noe how to say to robin !! Say le wat he will do ?? hate miie ?? I FKING HATE MYSELF FOR DOING SUCH A STUPID THINGS!! I dun wish to see euu sad !! I really Dun wan to but i really onli can go to the extend of LIKE onli !! Baby Sorry !! Maybe my mum told miie something tat remind miie tat wat my ex da sao do !! she look down on my brother !! I dun wan to look down on euu .... maybe i m not a good person euu can love !! BABY SORRY !! Nw to my extend i m forcing myself to lyk/love !! I dun WAN euu to think tat i m a gal tat anyhow accept ppl love ... I know euu do alot of things on miie lyk folding hearts of thought .... I M SORRY !! Euu can hate miie or do wateva things euu wan ... I oso FKING HATE MYSELF TAT I NV THINK PROPERLY BEFORE ACCEPTING EUU !! ITS MY FAULT !! SORRY !! I HOPE EVERYTHING IS JUS A DREAM !! WAKE MIIE UP !! HELP MIIE !! I M STUCK !! MY MIND WAS GONE !! Can i haf sometime to think abt it ?? ROBIN VERI SORRY OK !!